Wednesday, October 27, 2010

if only you could read this and turn over

Dear You,

I've been there with you through thick and thin, defended you and helped you learn from your mistakes while covering up your dirty little tracks. I have loved you so much; so, so much that you cannot imagine how much it pains me to hear what shit you have put through to not only yourself but the people who care for you the most.

Never in my life did I imagine that you can turn out to be so absurdly selfish, so bastardly in your ways to bite the hand that feeds you again and again. And to be so cruel in implementing your selfishness.

You turn a blind eye towards the suffering we put ourselves through to give you the best - I have to ask, was it intentional? How can you be so ignorant for years? If only I could slap you and make you come to your senses, and if only a slap would work on you.

Because of you, we cannot help but point the fingers to ourselves. Were we the ones who created this monster? Did we make you like this? Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. Shame on me. Shame on us. Are you happy now?