summer in uk - hahahahahaha! riiiggghhhttt...

Its finally summer in UK. The temperature actually hit 26 degrees last week. This week? Oh, not bad. 13 degrees.

Dear UK weather,

Ur such a bitch. I understand that in autumn and especially winter, u feel obligated to drop the temperatures to negative; just so u can have a laugh at us, mere mortals, who try not be frozen statues on the streets. U've had 6 months of cold cruelty. Hey, ur a bit more generous with spring by rising the temperatures a bit, I do appreciate it. However, now is summer. Its just 3 months of warmth and sun. Its not going to kill u to be hot and warm for such a short period of time. Can u please stop being such a bitch? U bitch.

Sincerely,

Not A Bitch.

On a different note, I finally bought myself a new bikini! Yay! Shame about my other bikini though cos I've only wore it once and I can no longer fit into it. *tears* I gots my new bikini from Topshop for a bargain - the cashier gave me a student discount! Woaahhh. I must be wearing my lucky panties that day.

As if I'm going to show it to u before wearing it first

The thing about losing weight is that, u don't have to worry about looking fat when taking pictures. Do you know that pictures add about 10 pounds? O_O But the sad thing is, I've lost my curves. *more tears* I am almost back to my prebuscent body. Like, wtf! I'm supposed to look womanly and feminine. Never in my life did I imagine I will have a size 6 butt. Yes, size 6! Omgwtfbbqorangutan! Its tiiiinnnnnyyyyy!!!!! And cleavage? Ah, those were back in the days. Been trying to gain weight to coax curves back into my life. But wtf, the more I ate, the more I go to the toilet. Wa-hey... to think that constipation used to be my best friend.

Thank goodness I'm still able to find a bikini that fits in UK. Surprise, surprise. The only thing to do now is wait for Mr Sun to appear. Just show up, u goddamn sun!

"this love is taboo"

I came across this blog which ponders the reason why people hate homosexuality so much. I remember having similar conversations with my friends before and one of them was very religious. The other was in full support of homosexuality. It was a really intense discussion because it went really deep and it was almost to the point where it could've been a full blown argument.

Personally, I found 2 odd things with regard to homosexuality. Homosexuality is recognised in most nations, particularly in developed countries. Legislations are passed to allow civil partnerships for homosexuals. Despite that, a good number of people actually hate homosexuals and thinks that its wrong. The second is, do you notice that people are more accepting towards lesbians as compared to gays?

sexy

sexy?

Personally, I find nothing wrong with being gay, having a gay relationship or even a gay marriage. You cannot help who you love and I don't find it wrong to want to be with the person you love for the rest of ur life even though they may be the same gender. We are all humans and we are biologically programmed to love. Its not their fault that they fell in love with someone of the same sex. Why should they be discriminated for loving someone or being in love?

But here's my fren's opinion. Lets name her Miss Diva. She has nothing against homosexuality but she strongly disapproves of it. She thinks that it is absolutely wrong for 2 girls or 2 guys to get together. Being a strong Christian, she obviously believes that it is against the Bible. It is a sin. Man and woman are created to be together - like 2 pieces of the puzzle that's a natural fit. Homosexuals are simply not natural or created in that way. Its like putting 2 same puzzles and trying to make it fit, but of course, 2 same puzzles can never fit properly to create a picture. So the people who claim that they are homosexuals are sick in their minds. They have a wrong and twisted mentality, most likely influenced by their surroundings or suffered a traumatic past with the opposite sex that they resort to homosexuality.

Honey M then disagrees, with mostly the same reasons as me. Every single person out there has a free will on how they want to live their lives, and for this case, chose to live with. They shouldn't be judged for what they chose. Its not like its such a crime, ie. murder, theft etc. If people were to be so strictly judged all the time, then shouldn't inter-racial marriages be wrong as well, for example? Cos then the both of you aren't exactly a perfect fit of 2 puzzles in terms of color. Its so silly to think that way; in fact, its quite prehistoric thinking. Times change, people change, society changes. The Bible or any religion for that matter is merely a moral guideline to help people live in harmony together, be good people. But when it comes to love, its harsh to condemn a gay couple for loving each other.

Ok, well... it could be funny! LOL

But then, Miss Diva did make a good point. She said she understood that time changes. But there are still some things which should be kept the same regardless. If something as unnatural and wrong as gay couples are allowed, then can the same be said for incest in the future? Its basically the same thing isn't it? Love. But for your father, or your brother, sister or mother. On top of loving them as your family, you love them like lovers. Is it right to see your father or your mother as your lover? Can your mother be your wife at the same time and give birth to your children then? It would all be a sick, sick mess!

And thus, the discussion came to no conclusion and both parties left with intact opinions on where they stood. Although I suspected that there must be some frustration because no one succeeded in persuading the other's opinion to sway.

Btw, here's a little news article on incest - Tainted Love. Do give it a read it ur bored.

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And to finish up this post, I kiss girls. And I would like to kiss moooorrreee... and I have a boyfriend. Yea, its likely that I'm bisexual. Do you hate me now? Are u going to tell me to go to hell?

If yes, I'll go to hell and wait for u. ;)

so...

So, there's this new girl at work. Not at all surprising, seeing how my workplace employs far too many people to be able to pay them properly.

But hey, this time, the new girl is a Malaysian. She's in UK with her mom and two younger siblings; planning to settle down here sometime soon. And she's currently trying to complete her GCSE here.

This girl is sweet and innocent. But unbelievably dumb. At first, I was kinda glad that there is a fellow Malaysian working at the same place with me. We can bitch in our bahasa rahsia (nyahahhaha!). So, I asked which part of Malaysia was she from. She told me she was from KL. And I told her I was from Sabah.

...

Yessss... for some unfathomable reason, West Malaysians like to ask stupid ignorant questions when it comes to East Malaysians. She did not fail in that department.

Girl: So, do you know how to speak Malay?

Me: [dumbfounded] Of course! Sabah is part of Malaysia! Everyone speaks Malay.

Girl: But well, I thought, cos ur from Sabah, that u speak differently.

Me: [even more dumbfounded] Oh sayang, we do speak Malay...

How stupid. Then, the next day, I told her I was lived in KL for 2 years and she was genuinely quite surprised. Probably cos she assumed that I've never stepped foot in KL in my entire life. That was the impression that I got.

Me: So, which part of KL do u live in?

Girl: Wangsa Maju. Do u know where is that?

Me: [u gotta be kidding me!] Yea, I know. When I was in KL, I stayed in Subang. And I miss Pyramid so much!

Girl: Ohh! Sunway Pyramid is near Subang as well!

(=.=)

Girl: Sometimes, they hold concerts there, and they have a surf pool, bla bla bla...

Me: I knowww. I've been to a concert there before.

OH MY GAWWWDDDD! Bodoh sial.

just a little rant sesh

My life is so damn sad right now. I don't suppose it can go any lower. But lets not jinx it ok? I hate to imagine what could be worse than now.

The whole world knows that I am currently trying to earn a living in UK. One big fat fail, despite my qualifications. Expected the economy to pick up, but oh shit, oh shit. Its still in the dumps.

Luckily still, I was able to find work in a fastfood establishment. I know I shouldn't complain but, omgwtfbbqorangutan! It is ruining my life! The pay is full blown cow shit, the workload is simply ridiculous and the hours uncertain. And to add insult to injury, their uniforms are ultimate fugli-ness. I feel like an impoverished third-world country child, slaving away in some hidden factory for a mere 5cents a day.

Child labour - its a crime against humanity

Ok, fineeee. I'm no child. But still, the point here is labour exploitation. My employers pay so little, its a struggle just to scrap enough money to pay rent. And they expect you to work like some kuli. What the hell.

I don't give a fart; I'm not going to mop the floors or clean the toilets or what-nots. My mother's daughter is not built for such physical labour! Fart you, employers! With the pay ur giving me, you can wipe your own toilet seats! Hah!

Ok, before they sack me for forever being sick when I have to clean up, lets pray that some legal firm in London offers me a position with them. Fingers crossed!

>.<

@_@

Gaaahhhh!

Changing my blog design is more time-consuming that I thought. I don't really like what it looks like now, so please bear with me for some time while I sort this out.

I can't believe I'm already sick of it.

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