fall fall fall~

Fall is here and Wildberry is slowly turning into Coldberry. Why? Because all I have are summer clothes. Threw away most of my warm clothing a.k.a. winter clothing cos they were heavy and hideous. Now, Wildberry regrets being such a smart-ass.

What can a girl do when she needs a coat (nice-looking one, of course) and is broke? The answer is, go online and find cheap deals!

As usual, I went through AWear online shop and checked out the coats and jackets there. Wooowww-hooowhhh! They're selling coats for less than £50! Omg, omg! And as cheap as they are, these coats are pretty nice looking too! Here's some of my faves!

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Navy Oscar Military Coat - £40

White Pamela Double Detail Coat - £40

Red Ollie Tab Detail Duffle Coat - £40

Wa, wa, waaaa! These coats are so chio! Hmmm... which one should I get? On the same note, guess what I found from that site as well?! A damn chio blazer jacket!

Contrast Glam Tux - £40

Omg! I love it soo much cos its soooo Kate Moss! I love Kate Moss; she's like one of my fave models ever! She was the one who started the whole blazer thing and it lasted 'til now! Who would've thought that blazers could look so good as a fashion item? Kate Moss, y'all! Look at her...

Working the blazer at a London Fashion Show (dunno when was it though >.<) Kate Moss for Topshop - eye candy for y'all!

party much?

I can't believe it! I finally went out clubbing after 3 freaking months and *drum roll...* I did not take any pics.

Woot! Yeah, I know! I couldn't believe it either! Wtf. This shall not happen ever again. It must've been the drama before, during and after the clubbing which totally distracted me from snapping as much camwhore shots as possible. I'm not kidding when I say, everytime I go out, drama happens. Ah, drama loves me, I suppose.

Not gonna elaborate about the events of that night cos when I was getting ready to go out, it hit me like a jetplane that I have nothing to wear! I am sadly lacking in the party dresses department!

So being the good girl that I am, I did some online party dresses (click click!) hunting. I'm addicted to them! I went to this site called Awear and found some pretty nice stuff. I mixed and matched some of it to create a nice party look. See, see!

Animal Print Tulip dress (£30) + Grey Flower Brooch (£3) + Gold Stud Wallet (£12)

Throw in some uber huge hoop earrings and nice bracelets and voila! You'll be transformed into a pretty party animal. I added the grey flower brooch not to stick it onto the dress, but to try to tie it in your hair to give that feminine edge to the outfit.

For a more posh party look, here was what I liked.

Berry Polo Neck Jumper (£15) + Snake print clutch (£12) + Diamante Pearl Gold Earrings (£10)

Yea, yea. I think I made it pretty obvious I'm a sucker for prints. But you have to admit, prints make a nice statement. And its important to make a statement whenever you go out. What's the point in getting all dressed up just to look like part of the wall? Tsk, tsk.

If my sense of style is not for you, simply click on the link to make your own style. Move your lazy fingers a bit and click away! And oh, I fell in love with this dress too!

Military Gold Button Day Dress (£30)

I adore military styles and I adore even more that its a military styled dress! Wooohooo! My prayers have been half answered. Now, all I need is money...

so stuuuupid!

Me. It must be one of those low self-esteem days. But, but... sometimes I do feel quite stupid.

Booksmart? Not really.
Street smart? Hopefully but not too sure.
Ambitious? Not too sure and not really doing much at the moment.
Lazy? Definitely.
Proud? I think so but with no good reason.

It all adds up to stupid. I am stressed; I just dunno how to put into words how I feel exactly and I just feel so stupid. I needed my friends' help to assist me with upgrading my CV and de-stress me with my visa issues - cos I was ridiculously careless when I shouldn't be.

My darling is helping me with my CV while I am watching tv and I feel bad but seriously, after reading his CV, damn I need help with mine! And oh gosh, I feel so stupid! And he's so sweet... he asked me for more details cos mine was too bloody brief and fuck, I can't remember the exact date of my work and bla bla bla. OMG!!!!!!

I feel like such a failure right now. A stupid, stupid failure. I don't normally use this blog for my personal ramblings but ugh, gotta let it out.

I wish I was Paris Hilton.

T_T