Me. It must be one of those low self-esteem days. But, but... sometimes I do feel quite stupid.
Booksmart? Not really.
Street smart? Hopefully but not too sure.
Ambitious? Not too sure and not really doing much at the moment.
Lazy? Definitely.
Proud? I think so but with no good reason.
It all adds up to stupid. I am stressed; I just dunno how to put into words how I feel exactly and I just feel so stupid. I needed my friends' help to assist me with upgrading my CV and de-stress me with my visa issues - cos I was ridiculously careless when I shouldn't be.
My darling is helping me with my CV while I am watching tv and I feel bad but seriously, after reading his CV, damn I need help with mine! And oh gosh, I feel so stupid! And he's so sweet... he asked me for more details cos mine was too bloody brief and fuck, I can't remember the exact date of my work and bla bla bla. OMG!!!!!!
I feel like such a failure right now. A stupid, stupid failure. I don't normally use this blog for my personal ramblings but ugh, gotta let it out.
I wish I was Paris Hilton.
T_T
Booksmart? Not really.
Street smart? Hopefully but not too sure.
Ambitious? Not too sure and not really doing much at the moment.
Lazy? Definitely.
Proud? I think so but with no good reason.
It all adds up to stupid. I am stressed; I just dunno how to put into words how I feel exactly and I just feel so stupid. I needed my friends' help to assist me with upgrading my CV and de-stress me with my visa issues - cos I was ridiculously careless when I shouldn't be.
My darling is helping me with my CV while I am watching tv and I feel bad but seriously, after reading his CV, damn I need help with mine! And oh gosh, I feel so stupid! And he's so sweet... he asked me for more details cos mine was too bloody brief and fuck, I can't remember the exact date of my work and bla bla bla. OMG!!!!!!
I feel like such a failure right now. A stupid, stupid failure. I don't normally use this blog for my personal ramblings but ugh, gotta let it out.
I wish I was Paris Hilton.
T_T
1 guilty confessions:
haiya babe, on my CV i bluffed a bit 'here & there'. Not like you can't do it, and not like they can question you coz you can easily say you did it all in Malaysia :D *smug*
Neeways, If you want to put a contact there you can jst put either mine or suwen's and we can just fake it if they interview us.
HAAHAAHA.
just a suggestion.
Don't say I'm teaching you naughty, untruthfl things.
ahem ahem cough cough.
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