Monday, March 23, 2009

for you

To my dear Pao No.2, I dedicate this post to you.

[1]
Hopeless love,
why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met,
so please help me forget your name

[2]
You're standing at the door, and I'm falling to the floor.
You look even better than you did before.
I'm staring at my feet, wondering if I can do this.
It's been awhile but I couldn't forget you.

[3]
And sometimes planes, they smash up in the sky.
And sometimes lonely hearts, they just get lonelier.

[4]
I'm just scared of losing control.
I'm terrified of who I'll become with you.
I'm just scared, the world hates you.
And it's gonna hate me too.

[5]
Yes, a heart can hallucinate
if it's completely starved for love.
It can even make monsters seem like
angels from above.

[6]
You hit me with the truth but I think
a bus would have hurt less.

[7]
"Paint me something." He said.
She painted a house.
"Now, paint me something living." He said.
She painted a flower.
"Now," He said, "Paint me your feelings."
She began to paint the sun.
"No," He said. "Paint me a picture,
of how you truly feel."
And she dipped her brush in black.

[8]
As she looks at him, her eyes scream,
just tell me what you want from me.

[9]
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And forget about the world?

[10]
I want to be everything you need, every sight you see.
Making you go crazy; slightly your disease.
A love without a cure, no uncertainties for sure.
The closest thing to alcohol that calls you back for more.

[11]
Take a bow, hear the applause?
My heart is broken and you're the cause.
I played your game and it looks like you've won.
Congratulations, I hope you had fun.

[12]
I thought hope was love
but it turns out, forever's just a word.



Ouch. Cuts like a knife, doesn't it? I meant to make you cry, sorry if its mean. Its just that sometimes, we bottle things up too much, its suffocating. True, crying doesn't solve anything but at least, after the tears comes a little bit of relief. I want to tell you, "Cheer up!" but I know its easier said than done. I'm so sorry that I am so far away from you and can't be there to comfort you. But rest assured, you have my love and my phone number! Please don't hesitate to call, regardless of the time (T_T) cos I will pick up the phone just for you.

*hugs Pao. No.2*

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